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Thursday, September 15, 2011
Rashmirathi-the rising charioteers
Rashmirathi - means the charioteer of the lord sun.
In our life, we too are more or less in the same role as him.
We drive the Chariot of Life, carrying the blessing of God, with 7 symbolic horses of:
- being human
- our dreams
- true love
- parent's hope
- country's pride
- social n
- ethical responsibilities.
As the circle of our life has moved on..we started as the cute spectator ,then a learner, then an aimist n now heading for a tougher task : a vision-er.
As our thinking widens with time, so does the scope of our expectations..n finally other’sexpectations too.
Initially we wish for a miracle to happen...then realizes that is not a fairy tale...nothing is here for granted.
"It’s give n take"...double sided business. You give your best efforts to get the most from life.
It’s said - "dream for the stars...for even if u fall short...u land on the moon…!!!"
And for those who dream big...very big, it’s a one man show…but beneficial to many...and
"LIFE belongs to those who dream BIG..as they NEVER GIVE UP...!!!
So this group is for those dreamers who have added LIFE to their days, rather than days to LIFE.
Its knowledge everywhere...in distinct forms, may be bookish, cultural, sporty ornatural...n technical of-course.
So share it in any form with us ...within n beyond this group...it’s for your unseen side of which world is unaware till date..!!
Remember - "knowledge increases by sharing"
*************************best wishes for life**************************
....Saurabh
Save Nature..Go Green
Hi guys..There is a revolution coming..!!
Nature is calling for its own reedemption.
When all of us discovers who we are...what we can do..
Each of us will face a choice...
"Be irresponsible.. Don’t care about Nature..or..Rise for the noble cause."
Choose freely..but know that if u r not with us...then by definition...u r against nature..!!!
So, u can be what u r..Wait for dark future ahead or be the change u want to see within you n nature...!!!
DO I REMEMBER HER..??
Ding-dong.. Ding-dong..!!
The bell rang …n a sweetness profuse - “Namste Aunty..!!”
My mother amazed..but lil shocked by comming question – “Saurabh hai..??”
Standing was a Fairy from my Tales..!!!
This lucky day someone came in life…
.
Then “Life changes all of a sudden”
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The Life turned to be a soothing Song.
...
Music seemed to be so fluent n pleasant.
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Everyone appeared to be Dear around..
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Eyes talked the feelings aloud..!!!
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We roamed the days n enjoyed the nights..!!!
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Days seemed to pass like a flickering eyelid.!!!
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N then one day the two fond hearts parts away…
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It’s was a career call…I CANT DENY IT..!!
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As we dreamt of a secure n happy future.
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But time n tide had some other plans.
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One rainy night n 60 missed calls.
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Me busy with my final yr project.
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Now feel like the greatest mistake of my life.
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Discussions at Home n she had to say something..
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But I ,the fool was sitting wid a silent mobile.
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The same loneliness n silence I feel in my life now..ohhh
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N one day I had an invitation call..
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Still I didn’t made it too…
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Was in the emergency care…my misfortune as always.
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God..not even one chance to apologize..!!!
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Today I fear to face my past…n her too.
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Was avoiding her eye contact on my last home visit.
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Still the same beautiful eyes….n lots of questions within.
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But that smile made me a lil more ashamed…!!!
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A lil discussion wid mother-in-law…
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Neither I couldn’t stop my tears any further..nor she..
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But I m a shadow of past now…
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She should get what she deserved…n dreamt of..
“HAPPY FUTURE”
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She got a loving husband…n a caring family too.
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I was happy but dead inside.
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Back to the business with heavy hearts….
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Time passed like eon-gaps
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Then on 12-jun-2011
tring- tring , tring - tring..!!
The familiar ringtone..i could feel her.
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I will not answer…I can’t…dilemma in mind.
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But to my rescue..mami attended the call n the same sweetness profuse
“mami..saurabh hai??”
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N lots of doubtful eyes stared…
I acted like a calm ocean..with galore of memories shaking my soul.!!
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It was her cutie’s first birthday..m invited again
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Same voice n sweetness…I heard her too..GENETIC EFFECT
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A promise was taken to break again….
Alas…I have grown into a ill-fated soul…I feel.
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N then a final question – “do u remember me??”
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Do I remember her?
or
Do I ever forget her?
…coz
“We remember those whom we forget very often..!!!”
Aaj Ka Engineer....
Engineer woh hai jo pakh gaya hai
Mechanics ki padhai se….
Submissions ki gehrai se….
Termwork ki chattie se….
Engineer woh hai jo phas gaya hai
Campus interviews ke jaal me….
S/w testing companies ki chaal me….
Internals aur externals ki maar me….!!
Engineer woh hai jo
Lunch time se breakfast karta hai….
Dinner time se lunch karta hai..au….r
3 am ko coding karte karte juice peeta hai…!!
Engineer woh hai jo pagal hai
Wada pav aur bun omlette ke pyar me….
Birdwatching ke vichar me….
Cd's ke collection me….
Girlfriends ke possession me..!!
Engineer wahi hai jo
Semester ke starting me maze karta hai….
Pl's me hi padhai karta hai….
Submissions hamesha deadlines ke baad karta hai….
Exams ke ek din pehle bhi orkut pe online milta hai..!!
Kya Sirf Ek Shabd Hai
Kya Sirf Ek Shabd Hai?
Nahi
Yeh Ek Ehsaas Hai
Kisi Ki Najdikiyo Ka
Yeh Ek Khwaab Hai
Kisi Ki Shokh Nigaaho Ka
Yeh Ek Aawaz Hai
Kisi Ki Khamoshi Ki
Yeh Ek Andaaz Hai
Mohabbatei Ibaadat Ka
Yeh Ek Armaan Hai
Kisi Pe Sab Kuch Lutane Ka
Yeh Ek Inaam Hai
Is Jahaa Ko Jannat Banaane Ka
Yeh Ek Thehraav Hai
Unhe Dekh Dekhte Jaane Ka
Yeh Ek Padaav Hai
Bhagti Jindagi Me Kahi Ruk Jaane Ka
Yeh Ek Mohtaaj Hai
Unko Hanste Dekh Khud Muskurane Ko
Yeh Ek Betaab Hai
Unki Saanso Ka Apni Dhadkano Se Mail Karaane Ko
Ek Intzaar Hai Yeh
Dil Se Dil Ke Ikraar Naame Ka
Ki Shayad Majhdhaar Hai Yeh
Shailaab-E-Ishq Me Doobne,
Kahi Tir Jaane Ka Ab Bolo Kya Kehte
Ho Kya Main Galat Hoon
Nahi
Yeh Ek Ehsaas Hai
Kisi Ki Najdikiyo Ka
Yeh Ek Khwaab Hai
Kisi Ki Shokh Nigaaho Ka
Yeh Ek Aawaz Hai
Kisi Ki Khamoshi Ki
Yeh Ek Andaaz Hai
Mohabbatei Ibaadat Ka
Yeh Ek Armaan Hai
Kisi Pe Sab Kuch Lutane Ka
Yeh Ek Inaam Hai
Is Jahaa Ko Jannat Banaane Ka
Yeh Ek Thehraav Hai
Unhe Dekh Dekhte Jaane Ka
Yeh Ek Padaav Hai
Bhagti Jindagi Me Kahi Ruk Jaane Ka
Yeh Ek Mohtaaj Hai
Unko Hanste Dekh Khud Muskurane Ko
Yeh Ek Betaab Hai
Unki Saanso Ka Apni Dhadkano Se Mail Karaane Ko
Ek Intzaar Hai Yeh
Dil Se Dil Ke Ikraar Naame Ka
Ki Shayad Majhdhaar Hai Yeh
Shailaab-E-Ishq Me Doobne,
Kahi Tir Jaane Ka Ab Bolo Kya Kehte
Ho Kya Main Galat Hoon
Who m I..?????
Not the light of any one's eyes,
Nor the solace for any one's heart
of no use to anyone,
I am that one fistful of dust...
I am not the song infusing life,
why would anyone want to hear me
I am the sound of separation,
I am the wail of much distress...
my complexion and beauty is ravaged,
my beloved is parted from me
the garden that got ruined in autumn,
I am the crop of its spring...
I am neither anyone's friend,
nor am I anyone's rival
the one that is ruined,
I am that fate the one that is destroyed, that land...
why should anyone come to sing a requiem
why should anyone come to offer four flowers
why should anyone come to light a candle
I am the tomb of that destitution...
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