DO I REMEMBER HER..??

Ding-dong.. Ding-dong..!!

The bell rang …n a sweetness profuse - “Namste Aunty..!!”

My mother amazed..but lil shocked by comming question – “Saurabh hai..??”

Standing was a Fairy from my Tales..!!!

This lucky day someone came in life…

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Then “Life changes all of a sudden”

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The Life turned to be a soothing Song.

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Music seemed to be so fluent n pleasant.

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Everyone appeared to be Dear around..

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Eyes talked the feelings aloud..!!!

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We roamed the days n enjoyed the nights..!!!

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Days seemed to pass like a flickering eyelid.!!!

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N then one day the two fond hearts parts away…

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It’s was a career call…I CANT DENY IT..!!

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As we dreamt of a secure n  happy future.

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But time n tide had some other plans.

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One rainy night n 60 missed calls.

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Me busy with my final yr project.

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Now feel like the greatest mistake of my life.

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Discussions at Home n she had to say something..

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But I ,the fool was sitting wid a silent mobile.

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The same loneliness n silence I feel in my life now..ohhh

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N one day I had an invitation call..

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Still I didn’t made it too…

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Was in the emergency care…my misfortune as always.

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God..not even one chance to apologize..!!!

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Today I fear to face my past…n her too.

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Was avoiding her eye contact on my last home visit.

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Still the same beautiful eyes….n lots of questions within.

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But that smile made me a lil more ashamed…!!!

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A lil discussion wid mother-in-law…

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Neither I couldn’t stop my tears any further..nor she..

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But I m a shadow of past now…

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She should get what she deserved…n dreamt of..

“HAPPY FUTURE”

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She got a loving husband…n a caring family too.

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I was happy but dead inside.

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Back to the business with heavy hearts….

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Time passed like eon-gaps

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Then on 12-jun-2011

tring- tring , tring - tring..!!

The familiar ringtone..i could feel her.

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I will not answer…I can’t…dilemma in mind.

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But to my rescue..mami attended the call n the same sweetness profuse

“mami..saurabh hai??”

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N lots of doubtful eyes stared…

I acted like a calm ocean..with galore of memories shaking my soul.!!

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It was her cutie’s first birthday..m invited again

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Same voice n sweetness…I heard her too..GENETIC EFFECT

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A promise was taken to break again….

Alas…I have grown into a ill-fated soul…I feel.

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N then a final question – “do u remember me??”

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Do I remember her?

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Do I ever forget her?

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“We remember those whom we forget very often..!!!”